Hard Drive by Shae Connor

Author:Shae Connor
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: softball; college students; sapphic; lesbians; computer geek; jock; sports; college; contemporary; college dating; sports star; dormroom sex; lesbian sex; f/f; Atlanta; university;
Publisher: Entangled Publishing, LLC
Published: 2021-09-20T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

On Wednesday night, Mo invites herself to my dorm to go over her progress on the website, though I’m pretty sure that’s partly a front. Sure enough, she shows me a few updated pages and asks me some general questions before she shifts to the real reason for her visit.

“Soooooo, your brother and Darryn aren’t here now,” she says, lifting her eyebrows at me. “Are you ready to tell me about this date you had Friday night?”

I manage not to blush this time. Go me.

“No big deal,” I say. “She was showing me how to swing a bat. Basic softball stuff. And then we kissed.”

“Mmm-hmm.” Mo rests her elbow on the desk and her chin in her hand. “That is not what made you blush like that at lunch the other day.”

Shit. Even if I make something up, she knows me too well. To be honest, I do want to get her input, it’s just awkward to say the things that we did out loud. I swallow my embarrassment. “Well…we were kissing, but it started storming,” I tell her. “So Eve dragged me into the dugout and, um…distracted me.”

“Oooo.” Mo’s smiling now. “Good distracting?”

“Oh my God, great distracting.” I shiver at the memory.

Mo tilts her head toward me. “More than kissing?” She stops and holds up a hand. “Wait, no. Don’t tell me if you aren’t ready.”

The giggle just comes out. “Oh, I’m ready. And it was definitely more than kissing.”

Mo grins. “Over the clothes?”

“Under,” I admit in a whisper.

“Niiice.” She lowers her voice. “How hard did you come?”

My face is burning up, and so is my body from the memories. “Hard.”

Mo sits up and claps her hands delightedly. “Congratulations! I mean—” She stops. “That was your first time, right?”

I give her a look. “I mean, kind of.” I shrug. “I’m still a virgin.”

Mo raises an eyebrow. “Not after that, you aren’t.”

My face heats again. “How do you define ‘virgin’ when it’s two women anyway? It’s so…”

“Heteronormative,” Mo finishes. “Among other things. Who cares either way? Was what you did sexual? Yes. Did you enjoy it? Yes. That’s all that matters.”

“But I don’t know what I’m doing!” I burst out, because I really don’t and my inexperience keeps triggering my anxiety in the worst ways. “I don’t want to be fumbling around trying to figure things out.”

I expect Mo to laugh at me, but she doesn’t. “We all have to start somewhere,” she says. “Remember, we don’t actually know what kind of experience Eve has or doesn’t have. I know people joke about her love of fast and hard hookups, but that’s all hearsay. And you don’t need to worry about that anyway, because whatever you do now is between you and her. If you like it, keep doing it. If you don’t, stop. Simple as that.”

“Ugh.” I drop my head into my hands. “Half of me wants to just cancel and stay in my dorm room for the rest of my life.”

Mo does laugh then. “And the other half?”

I lift my head to meet her gaze.

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